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2009-07-14T14:10:00.001+08:00

2009-06-26T11:59:00.003+08:00

Brand new
$25 mailed
Interested email to cui_yunngo@hotmail.com

Nobody

2009-06-03T20:13:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA!

2009-05-19T19:02:00.002+08:00

I think i've sent in 123456789x resumes
LOL!
Kns
^______________^

2009-05-19T00:35:00.001+08:00

你不明白
你还是不明白
你始终都不明白。

2009-05-18T13:56:00.000+08:00

2009-05-17T22:01:00.002+08:00

从来没有过的难过，
从来没有过的失望
原来一切都是我的一厢情愿。

这种感觉是那么痛，那么伤！
真的应该放手了，
没有什么值得我留恋了。

Today marks the beginning of our love, it shall also mark the end of ours.

2009-05-17T16:07:00.001+08:00

It's the end of a beginning,
and a beginning of an end.

2009-05-11T02:25:00.002+08:00

I live in your lies, but one day, i'll walk out of it
with no tears, with no heartaches
just like how you created this love of lies

It's so cruel to deceive with no guilt, with no remorse
Time is precious, no time to waste.
It's time for game-over

Viral rash

2009-05-10T01:26:00.001+08:00

Baby got viral rash i presume.
but the doctor said it's sensitive skin..
Please heal fast :(

Bad events in a row. Sucks

2009-05-06T22:36:00.004+08:00

Her new shoes

She's just recovered from her bad bad illness. Thank god.

She was peaked at 39.9dc 2 weeks back :(

Anyway, she's still as lovely as can be, just that a little skinnier

double :(

For the sky so high to be held

2009-04-17T02:11:00.004+08:00

It feels good to take a stroll at times.
I think she needs to learn how to socialise with others.

Too much late nights is turning me into a panda :(

So now, she knows how to call papa, mummy etc.

eats herself, talk in her own language and runs around 24/7

Hug her 猪猪 and talks to it.

Watch barney and dances along

Holds her milk bottle, like oh-my-god finally

Says night night and kisses me goodnight

Cries when she sees us sneaking out

wants to eat 干干 and 包包 always

that's all for now, time to mug for my final round.

Wish me luck for finding a job instead :D

Now you see me, now you don't

2009-04-09T00:48:00.006+08:00

It pains me when i see you cried so badly.

All shall be fine, baby :)

Be my brave little girl alright?

Tomorrow marks my last day of school & pray hard that I won't get barred

^_________________^

Click click on the ads hor :D

2009-03-30T02:15:00.000+08:00

It's a never ending cycle.
give me a break

Your name is Jaelyne :)

2009-03-28T01:50:00.002+08:00

If only kids stays as infants and toddlers, how lovely :)
Baby's calling 3 persons Ma , my mum, my grandma, and me
i guess she still doesnt know how to differentiate the pronounciation well enough
still waiting for her to call me Mummy!
^___________^

She's so tall btw, and naughtier each day.
she keeps going ahhhhhhhhhhh... ahhhhhhhhhhhhh... ehhhhhhhhhh... aiyaaaaaaaaaaa...
bad habit.
I think she doesn't know her name is Jaelyne, cause she's too used to us calling her 芷绫 already
& she sticks to me like super glue nowadays
:)

So fast, it's already going 17 months since I gave birth to her.
Incredible .
I miss the feel of her still inside my body, the feeling like never before .

The ugly side of homo sapiens

2009-03-24T00:10:00.006+08:00

Noticed that there are people labelling young mummies as whores?

Link

Den what about those guys getting ladies pregnant(aka the father of the child)?
Gigolos?
Selfish remarks people made ..

What's so shameful with young mummies? I seriously don't understand
It's not that we don't provide the same kind of love to our child as those 'older' mommies right?
It's not that we don't go through the 10 months of pregnancy as they do right ?
It's not that we are shrinking our responsibilities and abandoning them right ?
So many it's not that .. and why is it that we're condemned?

So why are there still such people who think with their dicks instead of their heads?
Since it's not you going through labour pain then who are you to judge?

So, young mommies are whores .. therefore, the men are gigolos . HAHAHA
contradicting !

KNNBCBB .. I think this people are insane . YOU PEOPLE SIAO AH ?
Maybe they are deprived of motherly love
maybe you can go fuck spider :)

* not referring to anyone in specific, except for those mother fuckers

放了爱

2009-03-23T21:09:00.002+08:00

School's gonna end real soon :)
it's time to step into the cruel society, HA!

Anyway, this song really evokes my feeling
so much of a sentimental person am I ..

It goes on ... like never before
will it still be the same ?

Too much unknowns to decipher

:)

2009-03-13T13:50:00.005+08:00

Random

Cut her fringe myself :)

Another kind of satisfaction, HAA!

Statistics is hard , and i shall not be late for school anymore.

Enjoy the singing of my darling :)

Not so loved

2009-03-05T03:09:00.002+08:00

I think i deserve much better than this
& for you, to realise what you've been missing all these while.

You're such a disappointment.
fuck you

-------------------------------------------------------------

One last paper , 2 last modules

Superwoman - not

2009-03-03T05:43:00.004+08:00

Time check : 0543am

Currently in a deprived state, badly.
am testing out if coffee does work miraculously as some says

Panda-eyed
o.0

2009-02-27T23:20:00.001+08:00

I'm so gonna die for my papers :(

猪猪

2009-02-27T18:23:00.004+08:00

Her favourites ，猪猪

Kids learn in amazing speed !

Can someone please motivate me to study for my business law?

I need to hug buddha's leg already :(

2009-02-25T15:45:00.001+08:00

This is the song, lala la la , elmo song

I got sore eyes :(

说好的幸福呢

2009-02-24T19:15:00.004+08:00

I should have learn it the hard way long long time ago ..
it's not too late though, for the tears could be fight back
and the broken heart nursed.
& i realised the most unbearable pain will still be heartache ..
yes.

Intelligent words only come out when one's at the lowest point of life
and it's only then words at the very least carry some meaning

Give me some time, i'll get over it, like always
death will never be the choice anyway
:)

Love's so superficial

Baby

2009-02-22T01:13:00.007+08:00

Kids are the only reason to smile.

Jaelyne's 16 months old already ..
It's time to source out enrichment program for her soon ...
better than bumping around at home duh

Business law sucks la . sigh

I'm runnng out of words to express myself . double sigh

Oh ya, she loves to take cab too . Haa

2009-02-18T01:09:00.001+08:00

sometime, somehow ...

2009-01-28T23:42:00.002+08:00

Happy CNY :)

HUAT ah !

^^

2009-01-21T18:04:00.002+08:00

It's a bad timing to graduate when the economy is going downhill
boo :(

4 more days to CNY but i still don't sense any festive mood
So-ooooo boo-ringgg ...

2009-01-13T22:05:00.003+08:00

So 2009 is time for some anger management ..
it's time to really grow up & be independent

I actually don't believe in resolutions for the new year
as i'm too much a procrastinator therefore,
providing my daughter with a luxury life will be my greatest goal - ever!
:))

& lastly it's time to get over those desire for lovey-doveyness
the hope that someone will be truthful to you and give in to you, always.
the thinking that there's a million reasons for someone to get home early
and commit in the same amount as yourself.
It's really not that easy at times ..
Happiness consists of too many definitions ..
so, WAKE UP MAN! Stop being so naive .. Damn

2009-01-10T23:08:00.002+08:00

New year's resolution ? Haha ..
Spend more to rejuvenate the economy

Darling

2008-12-20T01:05:00.004+08:00

Taken @ my mum's place. My bro's hammie, cute

& she is damn hilarious at times
:D

Schedules are in a mess :(

Goodnights

2008-12-17T02:08:00.001+08:00

FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU !

Hahahahahahahaha
:D

2008-12-16T18:15:00.001+08:00

The good old days, it's so much of an irony

A day to Grandma's

2008-12-13T23:23:00.004+08:00

So, she knows how to put the correct shapes into the "shape box"
& starts learning to talk bit by bit.
:)

2008-12-13T14:20:00.000+08:00

How do you differentiate between needs and wants?
Life is so sucky

A day out

2008-12-07T00:39:00.005+08:00

Taking pictures for kids are rather tough.

Anyway, it's good to have a companion regardless of age :)
All is worthwhile for their smiles

:DD

Assignments & test up next ...

That piece of shit

2008-12-06T02:11:00.002+08:00

Studying is kind of addictive ..
though assignments & exams are shit
overall, i love studying :)
I wish i can complete my degrees (though it's unlikely to happen)

It's very late now, time for my beauty sleep
Nights peeps
^________^

J's

2008-12-01T17:41:00.007+08:00

Crocs looks cute on kids , not adults. LOL!

Brought her to the playground
& captured many of her 大头照

No doubt, pictures are wonderful memories

I think the day before , or the day before the day, whatever it is
my girl finally shared her food with me (as in feeding me la) w/o me asking for it.
It's such a heart-warming gesture
:DD
Normally she won't be bothered when i ask her to share

It's so much fun to look at how your children grows
it's something definitely out of the book
& which the fucking money can't buy
& that's when life isn't a bitch, momentarily
WAHAHA!

2008-11-30T00:36:00.002+08:00

Campaign:

Nokia Music Store SS

Week(s):

1. 11 Jan 2009 to 17 Jan 2009

Click click okay?
:DDD

Doctor's trip ... again

2008-11-28T14:38:00.002+08:00

Classic.

Virus is still invading her tiny intestines :(
& & my brows looks slightly better now
:DDDD

That witty girl

2008-11-28T00:34:00.004+08:00

I think her butt is like a running tap
Poor thing.

I have a set of ugly brows :(
& i fugking hate morning lessons

So boring ..

2008-11-26T23:37:00.001+08:00

When words no longer carry any meaning, and pictures showing no emotions

It's been an tiring week, almost.
Wish baby speedy recovery & don't be so cranky

2008-11-23T17:04:00.004+08:00

Because you're the only love :)

2008-11-20T01:47:00.001+08:00

2008-11-19T23:51:00.000+08:00

Exams are over once again
:)

Helloooo there

2008-11-16T02:49:00.003+08:00

I should be sleeping soundly in this unearthly hour YET
i still gotta mug hard (& i mean extremely) for my exam on Monday
zzz .
Itchy fingers can't stop clicking on sites irrelavant
LOL!
Anyway, 5 more units to go ....

With Baby awake , it's impossible to study
as she never fails to tear up my books ..
^________________________^

I miss my sleep
Bless me with more 'A's ok??

Muack muack
x0x0

Angelic

2008-11-15T22:31:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, silence means everything
:)

2008-11-14T21:17:00.004+08:00

Finally her fever has subsided. All's well again :)
My bubbly girl like always..

Found the video clip when she had her last hair cut.
So funny ..

2 more days to exams

2008-11-13T18:44:00.002+08:00

SINGAPORE: A Malaysian contract worker died after being attacked by three white tigers
at the Singapore Zoo on Thursday.
The worker has been identified as Nordin Bin Montong.
The 32—year—old had jumped into a moat at the White Tiger exhibit
and was subsequently attacked by the white tigers.
The commotion attracted the attention of nearby zoo keepers who went
into the exhibit to distract the tigers in order to rescue Nordin.
Police said they received a report at 12.30pm about a man sustaining neck injuries at the zoo.
Paramedics were called to the scene and Nordin was pronounced dead at 12.45pm.
The police are investigating the cause of the incident.
The White Tiger exhibit has been temporarily closed as a precautionary measure.

Extracted this post from yahoo.sg.
Was actually planning for a zoo trip this Saturday ..
Anyway, baby's still down with on & off fever.
Hope she will recover soon
:)

Birthday

2008-11-12T21:47:00.005+08:00

This post came late ..
:)
And i've yet to thanks those who celebrated with me.
Many many thanks, appreciated !

2008-11-12T21:01:00.002+08:00

Baby's down with fever .. hmm ..

The Leopard Print Girl

2008-11-10T22:59:00.003+08:00

Anyone wanna hire me on weekends?
Hehe

2008-11-09T22:46:00.001+08:00

It's a childish act to trust ...

2008-11-07T02:43:00.000+08:00

Exams is equilvalent to stress :(

2008-10-31T18:44:00.002+08:00

How do you feel when words can't express your thoughts

It's the emptiness within.

Sometimes you'll find it too tired to pen down your thoughts
but what's worst is when you find it too tired to even think about your thoughts

2008-10-28T15:25:00.004+08:00

I always have this hair-rising sensation whenever i attend people's wedding
especially when they are taking their solemnization
:D
Anyway, wish the newly weds a blissful marriage

Anyway, exams are coming again

Her formal walk :)

Ok, i'm feeling drowsy. Bye

:))))))))

2008-10-21T13:53:00.004+08:00

Ok, this is cool right?

I think this is better :)

Her very first toy ride

& i think i can officially pronouce my girl knows how to walk already
just that, she's plain lazy at times ;p
I believe she's having fun crawling + walking around ,
causing more destructions to the house.
Will load her ' formal walk ' soon.
it's hard to capture her in videos at times ..

Emo fat momo :D
Haha!

2008-10-20T08:14:00.007+08:00

I've developed skin allergy towards i-dunno-which-cosmetics pdt
which means, no cosmetics & skincare to be applied for this period
& my face feels so flaky
SIGH!
There goes my long weekend stayin at home

Did pedicure with bf. He's a vainpot :)
Baby girl's beginning to walk now & then ..
show you her clips ok ? Hee

& i find this cute

Alrights, some very random pictures of my neightbourhood

That's all , wish me speedy recovery for my face ok?

Cheeky

2008-10-17T20:24:00.005+08:00

New stunts everyday :D
Hopefully, she'll start to walk by herself ASAP

Jaelyne's 1st birthday

2008-10-10T23:23:00.008+08:00

This is the classic one. Lol!

Today marks the first year of my girl.
Thanks to those who came, angbaos& presents
Greatly appreciated!
Anyway, it was a pleasant celebration
:)
Baby was abit cranky at first , but okay after most people left.
Guess she's scared of strangers . Ha
Not much pictures, hopefully next year will be a blast
Hmm ..

Happy birthday my dear girl, Mommy loves you much much !

Thanks for the laughters you gave me
Thanks for the surprises you always showered me with
Thanks for the trouble you gave to me at times
all in all , thanks for being my daughter
for you, makes my life beautiful

2008-10-09T09:42:00.002+08:00

Seriously, i miss sec school very much.
Those laughters & fun is what i'll never experience again ..
it will not be the same anymore

She gave me a new chapter of life,
& also a new recognition for this society

Why does being emo, just doesn't helps ?

It's her again

2008-10-08T20:16:00.002+08:00

Chio hor?

School is getting so boring :(

Pretty angel :)

2008-10-06T23:54:00.005+08:00

3 more days to her 1st birthday :)
Seeing her growing up each day with so much joy is a bliss
Her smile nv fails to brighten up my day
She's always full of so much nonsense

Anyway, school has already started
& it's all about lectures & notes
so boring ...

2008-09-27T20:53:00.003+08:00

Baby has been sleeping on the bed for these 2 days reason being -
her sarong broke
Cool huh? But it's like finally..
& it really takes some time for a person to kick a die-hard habit
Anyhow, her 1st birthday is approaching ..
:D
Time flies indeed ...

School's starting on the 6th Oct
:):)

2008-09-26T03:46:00.001+08:00

Vote here for Baby Jaelyne
:D

2008-09-15T00:15:00.002+08:00

Rain rain , go away :)

Happy birthday to Mommy

2008-09-14T00:52:00.002+08:00

First time to the salon & boarding the train :)
Her new hairstyle chio right ^^

Randoms

2008-09-12T14:57:00.002+08:00

If only reality's as beautiful as these photos

2008-09-10T13:28:00.001+08:00

Masks, me love!
:D

2008-09-06T01:20:00.006+08:00

Credits: Classique

Measurement:
- pit to pit : 21 inches
- length : 28 inches
- fits uk 6 - 12

Specifications:
- Elastic band at neck and hips.
- Long slit at back.
- Maroon satin top.
- Black tube included

Worn once.
Letting go at $20 includes normal postage

Interested email me @ cui_yunngo@hotmail.com

2008-09-04T21:32:00.001+08:00

It's too time-consuming ...

Tomorrow's the last paper :):):)
Anyone got job lobang for a month?
LOL

2008-09-03T15:33:00.001+08:00

The rain makes me happier
i wish , the rainbow will never appear
too much false hopes

Drama is addictive ^^

Jaelyne, the cutey

2008-09-03T07:56:00.003+08:00

I think she's a happy girl :)
Wish me more luck for my last paper
till then ~

cute-ness

2008-09-01T05:45:00.000+08:00

BAH!

2008-08-29T14:27:00.003+08:00

Wish me luck for my upcoming exams ok?
:)

Chanced upon this car & the interior is even more chio
Haha.
Me love!

2008-08-26T21:30:00.000+08:00

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2008-08-24T19:12:00.001+08:00

LOL!
I'm so bored at home ..
someone save me
NABEI

2008-08-23T20:38:00.003+08:00

Uber cuteness :)
Raining day makes me sleepy

2008-08-23T15:23:00.001+08:00

Raining ..
& baby's down with a cold
Medicine makes her drowsy ..
My poor girl

The girl in the box

2008-08-22T23:42:00.002+08:00

Sick :(
Anyway, recieved my results slip
MUAHAHA!
I'm so-ooo happy ^^
Girl's eyes were infected, but thank goodness
the redness & swelling had subsided.
Think the doctor downstairs earned quite abit from the both of us. LOL

Counting down to my exams

2008-08-22T15:32:00.000+08:00

Campaign:

Canon EOS1000D SS

:))
yeah yea yea yea yea

My superwoman

2008-08-20T21:52:00.002+08:00

Chio right ?
I also think so. Haha!
I'm down with flu & sore throat :(
Most of my classmates have gotten their results, except ME !
Damn .

2008-08-19T17:56:00.000+08:00

Fuck you, ya YOU!

Girls

2008-08-17T23:54:00.003+08:00

So boring.. :)

Good afternoon

2008-08-16T13:34:00.001+08:00

Sexy lady ^^

Boo!

Currently, in the study-mode
3 cheers for me! Hippie-hooray

That cheeky girl

2008-08-15T19:17:00.002+08:00

Ta-dah !
It's the study week now
Double yay-ness :)
Love is in a mess
but, i feel so happy
Heh!
Oh yea, baby's teething now
Her 4 teeths are protruding now
LOL!

edited

Dancing to the sing-along
Hah!

yada-yada

2008-08-13T20:56:00.003+08:00

I've spent a bomb
I wanna reborn my hair
Study week is approaching
Exams is coming
Term break last for a month
I'm jobless
I've no income
I love spending
I'm typing rubbish
I'm lazy to upload photos
I'm lazy to take photos
Anyone miss me?
I'm typing rubbish right?
It's ok, you're still reading
:)
I love $$
I'm so bored now.
I love reading story book
Ok, bye bye

2008-08-11T19:23:00.002+08:00

Boring ..

2008-08-07T00:54:00.000+08:00

2008-08-05T18:44:00.003+08:00

It's so hard to act so indifferent
as if it doesn't hurt
as if it doesn't matter
as if it no longer ache
as if it no longer bleeds

the wedding is just another ceremony
the vows is just some other wordings
the love is just another feeling
and what's left is just memories

A photo is still a photo
what's left is just memories
you don't feel the pain,
you don't feel the happiness
it only protrays what's been captured at the very moment
and the sad thing is, it's only momentary
it doesn't last

or rather, nothing last forever
You can never ever feel the pain , deep down

Letting go, is just another form of happiness

2008-07-29T21:00:00.004+08:00

I'm beginning to lose interest in blogging again
Everything's so time-consuming
Marketing is a bore
I'm so tired
I'm lazy to wake up for school
I hate the air-con
I miss someone
I don't know what to write
My mind is currently in a blank
It's time to post this shit

Maybe

2008-07-17T21:27:00.001+08:00

all i am holding on to, is the past
a love so beautiful back then

2008-07-17T19:38:00.004+08:00

No matter what i do, the feeling of pain & emptiness lingers
it's hurting so much leaving me breathless
it's too much for me to endure
you'll nv comprehend

2008-07-14T18:36:00.002+08:00

It's good to learn how to let go

9 months

2008-07-10T23:36:00.003+08:00

Baby's 9 months old today!
She attempt her first successful crawl today
& she got a 'balooku' on her forehead
as she knocked her forehead onto the coffee table
:(

Peek-a-boo

2008-07-09T19:21:00.002+08:00

Exams over :)
Next module starts on the 21st July
Boring ...
Anyone date me out ?

Her

2008-07-04T18:25:00.002+08:00

Taken during bath time :)

Sitting on the pool table

Exams coming up next week :)

2008-06-28T23:06:00.003+08:00

1 week study week. Wish me luck for my exams :)

Updates

2008-06-17T00:33:00.006+08:00

Today's our 2yrs 7 monthsary :D

Went to my relative's wedding ytd. Saw many familar faces but i really
don't remember most of them. Anyway, not much pictures.

Candid shot

1st attempt on the babychair

Grandma's discharged today
:)
& photos of my cheeky girl

Her new bite-able toy book. Lol!

Lectures' notes , blah-blah-blah
Exams coming up next ..

Making a difference

2008-06-09T02:26:00.005+08:00

Suddenly recalled of a video which my lecturer showed us in class.
It's really meaningful & you should really watch.
It'll probably takes you about atmost 15mins

Click

Never do we know every small actions we make, may affect
other people in one way or another. As simple & mundane it will seems to be,
somehow, we never really know. So, before saying any words
or doing actions, think thrice. Or perhaps, showing more concern
for people around you & maybe that's when you'll also
make a difference.

This is just a random post which i feel like sharing :)