v(>.<)

:DDDDD
Yay!
I'm a happy girl today :)

Bought the Avene soapless cleasing gel
& i want to get the thermal spring spray!

Too much dark choc makes me sick :(

PAINT ME

I have a dull life

Can anyone add some colours to it?
Pleasssssssssssseeeeeeeeeee
:DDD

After reading the brouchures from MDIS
i have the urge to get my ass back to school,
ASAP.

and , i want
a transparent bag
a transparent umbrella
HEE!

GRINS :DDD

An email received from a friend. Just for laugh :D


It's been raining on and off.
And my mood flactuates just like a roller coaster.
Wednesday is approaching &
i'm so reluctant for the clock to tick
I'm just too lost for words.

If not, i might be able to write a compo

Blah-blah-blah ...

Visuals

She loves to suck her 2 fingers

& also her fish :)



We both have the same jumper :D


Credits goes to Kailin for uploading the long waited visuals :)
These photos were taken today. Yay!

Went Csc with bf & met up with Kailin.

Thanks for the dark chocs!
Had fun with baby & she's always doing funny actions.

Hopefully my girl will sleep throughout & not wake up in the middle of the night.
She's always doing this & i'm turning into a panda very soon :D
& she loves playing with her saliva & sticking out her tongue nowadays.
She does put her learning into use. LOL

Nights everyone,
xoxo

:)

Dearest Jadyn,
I've retrieve your package. But sadly, those clothes CAN'T fit my gigantic girl :)
They are way way way too small !! LOL


Went to my workplace & retrieved my cheque.
I miss ..
our laughters
our fags
our gossips
our drunk face
our nonsense
Hee!
No doubt it was fun back then.
Every moment remains as memories.

Edited

Ok, I still hate cockroach.
It never fails to make me scream and run around like a mad woman.
May it have a terrible death. Thanks

Brought Baby for injection. Seeing her cry breaks my heart.

Groceries and etc.
Bought the aloe masks( i love!)
& i left the electric cooker behind.
Buy me lotsa lipbalms & i'll love you
:)

Bitter chocs lights up my day
& aloe mask will end my day v(>.<)

New Toys !

Sheet masks
White Mud Nose Pack


The nose pack is kind of nice actually. It really peels off the blah-blah things
As for the mask, i'll play with it later :)
Hopefully it's of some use to my damn skin
& i ordered a bag online.
am so eager for the post-man to come knocking on my door,
which usually i don't answer.
LOL! , & it happened so to Jadyn's registered article
and till now i haven't retrieve it yet.

Bf bought crabs :D :D :D

YAY!

I love this gown


I nearly fell asleep, really

I love my hair & it's real ok.

Running away


Bf loves this photo

I love love this !



I found this disc whereby it contains my wedding photoshoots :D
I love that traditional one! It's got that "real-wedding" feel.
Scenes of the hectic day of shooting flashed back.
Indeed it wasn't easy .. All the ultra heavy make-ups applied,
endless changing of customes and esp. the outdoor scenes ..
it nearly killed me. I was literally melting under the freaking hot sun
and damn , that photographer was so attitude.
I think he captured one shoot with our unhappy faces , but i didn't choose that photo of course!
LOL.
These photos are the only memories that will never fade no matter how time may wash away everything.
Looking at these photos bring back those lovey-dovey feelings back then.
Everything was much more simplified then..
I'll find a chance to post photos of baby Jaelyne someday , by hook or by crook!
By then, i think her photos will bombard my blog

Side-track :
Will be heading down for registration tml. Hopfully everything will process smoothly
& i love Meiji's dark choc and After Eight's mint choc as well as banana muffins.
LOVE LOVE LOVE.

Virgin

It took me around 2hrs to finalise my resume.
Thou there ain't much to write , but i had a hard time filling in the blanks.
Thanks to all who'd lend a helping hand, appreciated .
Goin back to study makes me feel excited !
Hope it will be a dream come true ...

Life's mono. Too much slacking makes me feel stupid.
Maybe it's time for me to do something much more constructive
and make myself useful .. Life ain't easy w/o qualifications & most importantly ..
MONEY!
Having a child with me makes me feel that it's a MUST to constantly upgrade myself
to provide her with the best in future.

Now i understand the reason why all parents get so paranoid regarding their child's well-being.
It's just so typical & happens naturally. Lol~

Family Day

Grandma house
Po-piahs
Baby's screeching
Big drop of tears
Pacifying
Cuddling
Home
Happy girl

All these sum up today's event. Horrible! I'm gonna have nightmare.
She's beginning to recognise her home & people around
Need to familarise her with different faces else she'll turn mountain turtle.
Tomorrow will be injection day & hopefully she won't get a fever
Time for her milk , bye

And, windows vista sucks. It doesn't support my hp software which means i can't upload my photos
:(

It's snowing !

Icy cold weather leads to bad BAD sinus !
My nose is running like nobody's business & my usage of tissues is way too exaggerated.
Bf said i use tissues like it's free . Hee!
Due to the bone-chilling weather , my brain is being freezed & malfunctioning causing me to run out of words.
Therefore, i'll end here .
Bye peepoo~

If it was meant to be this way ,
will you give me more assurance
& let me know you'll always be there
in times of good and bad ?

If it was meant to be this way ,
will you shower me with all your love
& let me feel that it's worth
taking all these risks

If it was meant to be this way ,
will you tell me it will be okay
for you will go through thick & thin with me
throughout the rest of our life

There were times when uncertainty hits me real hard , forcing me to ponder ..
There were times when sadness overwhelms me and made me tear
There were times when our heated arguements led us to lose our rationale
All these led me to losing faith in our relationship , getting lost in the situation and
made me wonder if i'd made the wrong choice.
Time and again , i chose to force myself to believe everything will be alright ..
It was a naive way of escaping ..
It made me feel inferior to the others wherby they still lead a carefree life
doing whatever they want with no restrictions & boundaries

Craps. The rain is making me emo .. very
Life's sucha bother ... i hate !

Great-grandma

Eat tang-yuan

Gate-crashing

Exchanging (Don't mind my big mouth :p)

Hmm ..

My aunt

Make-up time

Me & sis


LOL!

Praying

I love the traditional costume

Grandmother

Mommy

Great-aunt ?

Great-aunt

Got these photos from my cussie's blog. In a blink of eyes, it's been almost a year.
I look shit in those photos. Maybe due to the lack of sleep. Excited can!
Anyway, i can't have another round right .. Sigh!
It was definitely a very tiring day. Travelling here & there and toasting tea to each and everyone of the elders in both side's family. These photos really brought back the mixtured feelings vividly.

Haven't been controlling my temper well recently. Dunno why.
Think i need to attend some kind of anger management course.
Sigh.. Every little small things will make me flare up .. I hate me. Think my bf can't stand me too..
Caused sucha tensed environment ..Just can't be satisfied with my life..
Blame this and that , hate this and that.
Too many why's and if's ... I think i'm mad! Maybe a cold bath will cool me down

October baby. Ain't she an angel?

Boring & tired day ...
The morning rain makes me feel blue

My girl has been turning herself over & over again .. seriously can't stand her
& with each attempt , you will hear her making alot of funny sounds & struggling like mad. LOL!
Have to monitor her every second ..
She's another bad-tempered girl and i believe, this is the only resemblance of me
other than that , she's all like the father :(

Should i get back to studying ? Sigh ...
There's so much things holding me back .. I hate !

(:

Shifted from xanga .. Hee !
There's always endless of "If only .."
Sometimes words just can't express much
Feelings are hard to explicate at times .

Random random random ...
I miss school , i miss Jadyn , i miss scribbling on notebooks , i miss ... i miss ...
Today's another boring day at home throwing diapers & washing bottles

I love my girl (: Ain't she an eye candy?
& today she finally managed to flip over herself